Wednesday, March 10, 2010

in charge

i have zero authority at work. it bothers me. especially when i've proven to do work of the same quality, if not better, than those above me, the entire time i've been here.

i hate that this is something i struggle with... a lot. it is always just bad timing. i get into a company thinking there's great opportunity for growth and we have a recession or something completely out of that company's control. or people who are already WAY past their prime decide to stay just to make it impossible for anyone else to move up. but then i get too busy to think about it and when i revisit the idea of finding a new job, places i'm interested in have just hired or just closed the management position that was open. argh! but, perspective, right? it could be a ton worse. and seriously... who likes a control freak anyway?

maybe i'm just in a phase completely opposite of the honeymoon right now. is that called the "#@&%-this-but-i'm-thankful-for-a-job" phase?

discuss.

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